good karma???

So hey, fancy telling you lot what I try and do everyday which isn't really working lately for me :s ..

So, I don't normally listen in re lessons but I thought a few weeks ago I should, so I did and karma was the subject. I knew what it was coz we're done it before but now I totally got It all. I thought maybe I should follow karma and see what happens so I started.
I tried to do one single thing everyday which wasn't for my benefit but for someone else, something dead simple like helping someone out or ding what they asked. If I did it everyday then I would at least have something good in return as for good karma but did it??

No... it didn't , well I don't think it did. I totally gave up and left it but I believe that now bad shit going start happening to me ....  I mean if good karma did work then why hasn't it yet, do I have to do a big huge thing to get something in return or do I get karma back as nothing fucked up has happened to me personally.... actually fuck yeah I has !!!!
Not to be but to my lifelong friend, Linda. She was my child-minder all through my life as a child, she was like a mother figure to me. She loved me and I loved her with all my little heart. I mean I never got close to her again while I didn't go because I stopped going hers at 13, but ill always love her. She knew my secrets and my problems as I knew she would never judge me or tell anyone. She's meanwhile, fighting for her life in hospital, with a damaged lung and liver. She's in a coma and doesn't know that she's in hospital. I hope and pray she gets better and will wake up to continue a healthy and happy life but deep down I know she's not going to wake up... 

Karmas shit and I hope it gets better for everyone, try doing what I did and if it works for you that's good but don't get your hopes up.....
much love xxxx   

Missed signals ??

Is it just me or do lads always seem to give you missed signals??
Boys are so confusing like how they give you so many little signs which convince you that they seem to have some sort of feelings for you then go off to some 'perfect' girl! 

This is my story: I'm single and depressed, everyone I know is either going out with someone or at least talking to someone but me , oh me , I'm talking to no one and feeling quite lonely tbh! I used to a really really nice lad the other week which lasted bout a month but all of a sudden we stopped and acted like we never even spoke before :( anyways I know this one boys, he's not the ones from e other post as I'm decided to just be close friends which is soo much better; well this boys just keeps giving me these small but noticeable signs that got be thinking.. He always seems to get my attention  and sometimes even touching my back or arm as he does it. We talked loads the other while I was out, shared a drink and hugged at the end of the night as he went in with a goodnight. The problem to this story is that he seems to really like this younger girl who is the prettiest girl I have seen in my school. She's nice , friendly and utterly gorgeous. He's obsessed with her and its clear that he likes her a load. I kinda feel stupid as I started liking him but not I'm confused what to do. This girl doesn't want a boyfriend but I reckon this boys her expecting to that... 

Does anyone have this same problem as well?? :S

Justin Biebe Is too PERFECT ...

So hey, haven't wrote in like a long long time as I've had a lot of crap go on in my life, gcse (big big tests), boys who turned into utter dicks and just general problems every girls been through. Anyway this page on my blog is going to be about the utter sex god whos name is Justin Bieber!!!

I know I could find a much more sexier picture of him  but damn he looks so glice in this (see what I did there -snl)! I never liked him earlier this year like until around feburary when my beautiful best friend started getting me back in love with the biebs. I loved ghim in this earlier years until around the time when he went out with selena. I don't mean I didn't like her but I started to get into different types of music instead. Anyways Im like obessed with Justin now as I cant stoip thinking bout him. Everyone in school now knows I truly love him. LOL! The big problem is that Justin is like just perfect,
his dreamy brown eyes
his soft lips
his perfectly styled and non styled hair
his snow white teeth
his bushy brown eye brows
his cut nails (I hate lads who have longish nails as I have short ones ew)
his slightly hairy legs (ask anyone in my year, I detest hairy legs so much)
his toned hot body
his hot bad boy tattoos
his everything ....
he is just too perfect and I basically compare every lad I know towards Justin bieber which is quite insane as no one I mean NOONE can ever get more perfect than this boy above! Does anyone else have this problem! pLEASE HELP>>>>>