hey guys!
Have you ever kissed someone who you either had a crush on or were one of your friends? If you have, did that ruin your relationship or your feelings towards them in anyway?
Well it has for me and one of my closest friend :(
Let me start this off by telling you mine and my friend's relationship before the kiss [insert the horror music]....
me and this boy, who im going to call A because I really don't want anyone to know who he is so its a top secret, have known each other since primary school which is such a long time ago that basically it means we've been friends most of our lifes and we know a lot about each other. He's a typical lad who thinks nothing other than football,boxing,xbox and girls with big tits and asses! I'm the typical girl to him who does nothing but watching click flicks, fangirl over bieber and other hot boys and loves parties... that's all true but honestly im not one of them typical girls who are slags and so on (I spend most of my time watching American horror story, janoskians and doctor who while reading John Green books).
Anyway, me and A go to a lot of parties and everytime we go we always talk or dance together as we have that certain friendship but there was this one party, I wanted to get with someone and so did he, me and him asked people who was single and was looking for a kiss. I had no luck in finding a boy so I just took a seat at the side where everyone was dancing. Personally I needed a sit down as I was feeling down that day anyway and this party was supposed to keep my mind off it all. While I was watching my best friends dancing under the disco lights, A comes up to me and sits down pretty close. I asked him if he was okay and we kind of told each other of troubles and he leaned in for a kiss, I followed him and we kissed like that.
I didn't tell anyone but I guess everyone saw it happen anyway. The next school day was horrible, we were the talk of the school and our friendship was ruined like that!I mean we still talk but there's that awkwardness still there... It's sad but I guess all we have to do is maybe kiss again ;) I wish, on the positive side , he was a good kisser hahahaa
xoxoox
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